Dossier

City Name:Kudzu Flower
Forest Name:Sefka
Species:Rava Viera
PronounsShe/Her
Height:7 fulms
Build:Tall, slim, lithe
Orientation:???
Occupation:Wallflower
Distinguishing Marks:Angular face, vulpine ears, long and narrow nose, intense eyes, dark freckling, black stripes on her cheeks
  • The dark and the damp

  • Interesting people

  • Sweet foods

  • Fire

Hooks

  • Bad vibes. Something about this woman feels off. Maybe it's how perfectly still she sits. Maybe it's the unwavering set of her eyes, or that same shitty smirk she has never once been seen without. Or maybe it's all in your head? It's probably all in your head.

  • REALLY bad vibes. Viera especially might find themselves ill at ease in this woman's presence, and often for no apparent reason. Perhaps it's a flare of fight or flight that springs up from seemingly nowhere. Perhaps it's a desire to be elsewhere, and with no small degree of urgency. Or perhaps it's nothing at all. Perhaps your resolve is better than that.

  • Of the Wood. When all else fails, there is always a shared point of origin to draw upon. But does anyone really want to talk about that?

  • Nothing, really. Could a person really be so unremarkable?

Entanglements

Kjat of Miret-Njer
A fellow creature of the Wood.
Tide Wraith
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Lofn of Yascaret
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Skoenraet Elilfrut
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Prym Camoa
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Kamui Tachikake
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Gjola Arda
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Forestay Larchleg
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RP Info

Channels: /say, /em, /party, Discord, Google Docs
Format: Small paragraph (flexible), present tense preferred
Themes: LGBT+, horror, nightmares, corruption, interpersonal conflict, occasionally adventure, occasionally slice of life
Hard No: Transphobia (yes this includes futa, grow up), misogyny, homophobia, blending, metagaming, godmoding

I'm looking for long-term RP partners with similar interests in themes and character development. One shots and short-term storylines are also fun!Discord: Willing to exchange once we know each other better.

Out of Character

I'm a reclusive gay artist who's recently emerged from her mountain cave to pursue RP again. I've been playing FFXIV since ARR launch and roleplaying in MMOs for longer than I care to admit. My hobbies include video games, writing, drawing, cooking, and talking about how much I love Fromsoft RPGs to anyone who will listen.I live in EST, but I don't mind RP partners in other timezones.

A girl is lost and alone in the Wood. She has no name, no family, no village. Not anymore. They are dead to her, and she to them. To the world, she is but detritus sunk to the forest's floor, awaiting inexorable demise at the jaws of some thing bigger than her. But she runs; because that is all there is left for her to do. Away. Towards. She does not know which it is, but the movement seizes her like levin, coursing painfully through her limbs and squeezing mercilessly around her gasps for breath.She runs and runs for as long as she can, but the Wood is ever dark, ever deep. She runs until the trees are so tall, the vines so dense, that the canopy is beyond sight. Sun does not reach the cool, black moss that grows here. It is softer against her feet than the underbrush from which she has come, but she knows that it is poison, and so she does not stop. Her lungs ache and her heart thuds stone-like in her chest.When she stops, it is so dark. So quiet. Never in her life has the girl been so alone; so apart from the world. The crickets do not chirp here. The cicadas do not sing. There are no birds. Here there is only blackness. The damp, dank smell of mold and tepid peat more ancient than the monstrous monoliths of stone-like wood that grow from it. Here, in this void of voids, this stench is her only company, and though it curls her nose from its acridity, she finds comfort in it all the same. It does not know her. It does not demand to be known: it simply is. And so the girl lies down across this bed of lichen and old bones and when at last the world is still and silent she cries. She cries and cries and cries until there is no more left to give, until her heart gives way and her claws grasp for something, anything, to hold onto.The earth is soft beneath her; like old flesh, rotted through, it breaks beneath force of hand, and so she sinks deeper, deeper, until moss and loam have swallowed her. Peace, she knows, has come at last; it is a bed for her and only her, and as She pulls the blanket of deepest, darkest forest over her crumpled form, the girl closes her eyes to sleep and, mercifully, it comes. Then she, too, is part of the Deep Wood.That is when She speaks to her. It is quiet at first; barely a whisper, a shade of a thing so pale and abstract it may well be nothing at all. But it persists, and the girl knows: in that damp, dark stillness, She is with her. She is alone, but so is She.They do not speak in the words of her people or the tongues of men; they have no need for them. They speak in streaks of luminescence through the darkness. They speak in the sighs and groans of old, dead, loose earth that sways with the currents of wind that pull at the treetops so far, far above them. They speak in the slither of snakes and showers of spores and in the rattle of wet, forgotten bones; in the chitter of a fox that stalks among them, gnawing at flesh long decayed. They speak in the absence of sun and moon. They speak in the passage of time.A vine grows from the black moss and old, dead earth; wiry, sable, resilient. Curious. Hungry. It probes at long dead bones, consumes the great, stony trees studded throughout the abyss. It takes their shape. A stygian weave creeps across the deep dark, hungry to feel, hungry to know. Hungry to be. Outward it spreads, desperate for purchase, ilm after ilm, fulm after fulm, malm after malm.When the vine is first tread upon by the people of the Wood, it remembers their shape. It remembers, too, the shape of their hate. The shape of their malice. They are wary of it, this black vine that swallows the trees. An ill omen. A curse. It grows with such zeal, such purpose; it grows faster than blade and fire can hope to match. And so they allow it; because they must. There is no other way. The Wood has Her will, and it is to grow. Who are they to deny it? So they flee. They abandon their homes, and leave her only their empty huts.But that is not enough. Always, the vine remembers the shape of their hate. It will know the taste of it, too. It is so very, very hungry.From the stygian vine, a flower blooms; with petals like tall, lovely ears and a blossom like dark, beautiful hair. A vixen chitters. A woman laughs. The shape of her hate.The shape of a girl no longer.

But in the darkness, there is possibility.

I remember it now.The black fox of the deep Wood. That is what we called it.Its vines, when clipped and cured and ground to fine powder, were a potent analgesic. But it was a remedy rarely sought; for the plant was too dangerous and could not be domesticated. It was said to grow ten fulms a night if left unchecked, and it would swallow whole villages unfortunate enough to lay in its path. In its wake it left tree and home and creature alike entombed in its stygian grasp. When I was a child, it had ventured near to our village. My mothers had shielded my eyes from it.I remember that night. The salve-makers had gathered to discuss the vine, crept so close to our Yascaret. They measured the breadth of its reach, the angle of its growth, too desperate and hurried to speak in secret. It was the only time I saw beneath my mothers' skin. They were afraid.It was determined that it would not reach us. That it would turn south, towards the river. That we would be spared, but only just. Once its horizon had passed us, the warders would do what they could for the forest lost to us. But what of those villages that yet lay ahead? We would send word, of course--but what could they do?When it had passed, my mothers took us to the scar it had wrought through the jungle. It was still and silent; void of all life save our feet across the vines. Even the sky above seemed stripped of its color. Do not follow the black road to the Deep, they had told us. I remember how it yawned before me. How much it frightened me. How much it tempted me.In the Deep, they speak of the laughing woman with long, black hair and tall, beautiful ears, who sleeps in a bed of black vines. Always, her back is turned--and always, you must see her face. But where there should be a face, there is a flower. By then, it is too late. The scent is all that you want within the world, and you are powerless to escape it. You reach within the blossom because you must, and you drink deep of its nectar because you have no choice.It is not a quick death; or so we were told. There will be no measure for your suffering. And then the vine will grow again. That is what my mothers told us--Sjol, Sieglinde, and I.

Vibes

A decayed house that wears a blanket of vines as a second skin.Tall, narrow trees. A skeletal canopy far above the fog.The deepest rung of forest in the dead of night.The mingled scents of rot and petrichor.The glint of fireflies against the shroud of dusk.A vixen's harrowing screech, mistaken for a wailing woman.